My testimony – Trust God

Hi everyone,

I'm here share my testimony, and I will share how it came about. This Thursday, I had prayed to God in the name of Jesus, to speak with me of when I should share my testimony. If it before or after results. Friday, I had turned on my gospel radio broadcast, and it opened by them first starting out saying "You don't need to wait to testify. God has already did the work. You don't need to see the results to give your testimony, whether it was a dream or vision God gave you. Whether it was prayer or someone speaking with you. You can give your testimony"

My testimony is regarding healing through God's grace and love. God is a healer. Nothing is impossible. Earlier this year, I had shared that doctors had told me I carry a BRCA1 gene mutation. My sister does not carry it. We do not have the same father. It is mystic how it occured. I recalled rebuking the possibily even before the news came, and even during the time it was shared. I took it really well and didn't think much of it as I already believed God will heal me as his words is final, and true. That nothing is impossible, absolutely nothing. There are people who were told by doctors they will never have children due to a disease or some source preventing them, and they end up having many children. I had stayed in prayer day and night, giving it to God, confessing my disobedience, my lack of attention, holding grudges, having hatred in my heart towards those who have hurt and lied to me. I let go of all the pain and all things that were not of God. The day before I had the dream, the Bishop at my church had did a deliverance, he said "put your hands where there is pain, and say the name of the problem, the disease, the sickness, speak directly to it, wether it is genetic, whether it is caught from someone, or came mystic out of no where." If I remember correctly I think he said pray in the Spirit, and that your hand is not your hand, it is the hand of Jesus. I said the name of the problem, "BRCA1 Gene mutation" and I had my right hand on my forehead, and my left on my chest/breast really. The Bishop at church had said "May it never prosper" he said more but I was repeating what he was saying and once he said, may it never prosper I LITERALLY felt something leaving my body, like an energy or something and yes I was a little nervous because I've never felt that feeling before.

I had a dream that night, very late at night on August 8th, 2024 that became a healing reality and truth. I saw I was sleeping and the radio gospel, Shekinah, was on playing in the dream, it was the same exact prayer Bishop G. had repeated of genetic healing and cutting umbillical cord; I was taking a shower and heard the prayer suddenly felt God's presence with me and an essence moving within me, as I was showering, there was the same feeling I felt laying down praying leaving my body, like literally seeing aura flowing out my body and in that moment I knew I was free from it, undetected, and felt so much peace. I was at home & she was there in that odd house, the lady packed saw my mother who is really an evil woman, pack her stuff up and hopped on a bus & willingly moved out, she saw shekinah was on laptop in the dream and tried to show me some evil stuff about Bishop and was making it appear like he was talking with a skull like a phony guy to deceive me & I went and corrected it showing the real Bishop G. I saw in the dream right after, a quick vision of me sharing my testimony at the church. When the energy field or aura was leaving or exiting my body, it started on my left arm to my stomach and my whole other right side and up to my neck and then finally my head and was completely gone. I've had dreams all last year where my mother was also doing evil stuff behind my back that I dismissed because she was being deceitful in person.

I encourage anyone that my testimony will touch you. I have not yet gone back to retake the genetic test, however feel called to testify now that God had answered me that I do not have to see results to give my testimony. I pray that whoever reads this, I encourage you to have faith, to stay strong and ask God for strength, to protect you and to guide you, and more importantly to bless you with wisdom, knowledge, intelligence, Spirit of Revelation, Spirit of truth, discernment, comprehension, and his power. May you be covered with the blood of Jesus, may God's love invade you, may peace invade you and chase you. Have faith, be patient.

After I had that dream on August 8. I've had several things happen to discourage me. But I never was discouraged, I never fell back to deep place of sadness or anger. I sought God in the name of Jesus, and prayed for protection and guidance. I had an unknown pregnancy, that ended up being an ectopic pregnancy (found out in July was pregnant for 8 weeks. Pregnancy started around end of May. Size was 3.5), I prayed all throughout and was given Methotrexate injections to rid all pregnancy hormones. I did not have a burst in my tube, my tubes remain healthy, I never have been pregnant before, I never had any causes the doctors mentioned, and I really am thankful for God's grace on my life. Most women end up having to do surgery, or losing a tube and some pass or have complications. I still have both tubes. God saved me. My HCG lvls were extremely high on July 5th and had lowered to 1 on August 7th. Doctors told me it normally takes 2 months before getting mesntrual period again. I got my period on August 19th with a normal flow.

I also had a minor car accident happen shortly after my partner broke up with me. I cheerful & thankful that I walked out my car completely uninjured and that God is with me. I drove to work that day and completely was unhinged. Not discouraged. Was I upset? Absolutely, the guy tried to run away. But they were scratches and so RANDOM how it happened. As for the partner part, God's will for me is what I will accept. It was also random. Had a small argument, I spoke to him with anger and also Spiritual ultimatums. Suprisingly, some weeks after he said to go out separate ways, God had placed an old video from my church about not forcing people to know Jesus, but instead to have a strategy of how they can approach and accept Jesus as their Lord & Saviour, their redemptor. It was also said love, genuine love does not speak with anger, frustration, love is calm love is gentle and sweet because Love is what God is. I did apologize to him, and I started crying for the first time in 3 or 4 weeks that a blessing God had placed in my life, departed because of my error and lack of sense. I cried because I felt I lost my other half, a piece of my heart was missing, and half of me was not there, lost my partner and my best friend. Compared to before, I didn't feel anything when he said to go our ways for a while, so definitely had numbness in my heart and happy I was able to let go. God heals. I pray God heal you. My heart remains open, and I seek God's love in his absence until God places a blessing my way so I can do it right this time. This is my testimony.